I keep wondering, why am i making a small thing so complicated?
DAMN it's really tough!!! i hate this, making a decision (ouh lala)
WHAT A HEADACHE FUCK !!!
OKAY! even though you have to follow your heart.
but you're scared that following your heart might be wrong so you will not regret.
all you can do it's liying yourself constantly and being lost and confuse.
you keep asking that everything will be okay by pretending the fact that you can't undo.
sometimes it's true to moving on but the pitch black will stay there deep inside you and you know it well.
seeing other people makes you feel how lucky they are but actually they also suffer. (thats how i feel !!! -_-;)
Which is that, some peoples are sometimes cruel by hurting others to make them feel better.
No matter what, in friendship, in love and also in the family. that kind of people will escape with there lies, (like yeah right)
they love what they doing not knowing themselves cause there born with this shiet (we can call it like that) and used to it.
destroying others by manipulating them like a puppet, and get advantage of weak ones. They will not going far
cause one day for sure it must stop, it's going to be really painful cause they will lose everything not small thing
but big time SHIT. So if we think about it, pain equals to the pain you were giving to other people
YOU PAY THE PRICE!!! what goes around will surprise you. YOU ain't going far if you think changing yourself to a cute creature (pffff)
it's going to be useless cause your DONE! I know it's RAW what am i saying but no one is perfect.
Now that you read this. ARE you feeling real pissed off or SHIET MAN!! or
(Ô_o)??? fuck!!! what da hell she's talking 'bout??? she's crazy!!! (hey! don't lie... don't act like you don't know)
Woot! woot! i mean guyz c'mon in general i'm not pointing the fingers on who or anyone
i'm just telling my point of view like... see that? I CAN'T EXPLAIN myself. NOW it make me feel REALLY good (sigh!)
oh yeah! by the way for the people who is ignoring themself of this ugly attitude well
good luck man cuz like i say you'll not going so far ^_^ (with a cute smile)
i'm a type of person who always forgiVe no matter what even though they hurt me real BAD but i should Know myself better (yup yup)
and yeah i'm dumb so what it make me feel special. (it's a lie again lolz)
And my PARENTS, shiiiiiiettttt! i feel soooooo LOW cause they're always right. I mean, i cause so much pain on them and even make them cry
i feel really BAD but i cannot say sorry because sorry it's not sincere for them (for my daddy only) like he said
Daddy: don't say thank you or neither sorry... someday you will continue ... (awwww!)
my price? it's when i'll have kids i will understand them. (oh! my karma)
But they are my number one and they'll be always in my heart forever and ever and ever...
my oh my hahaha like what i'm saying im so weak i can't show myself angry not anymore.
Cause i change and i'm way too sweet (thats why they call me miss peachie lolz)
sigh! guyz, just don't forget one thing. Doing something wrong it's okay learning by your mistakes, its not the end but for the people who know themselves
well shit you're good cuz i'm not there yet. I mean i'm half hahahaha sometimes i wish to be strong like that ----> YOU SHUT DA FUCK UP!!!
(lalalalala im dreaming again) but anyway im good to go ^_^
P.s BEWARE OF EVIL PEOPLE IT MIGHT BE DANGEROUS YOU THINK YOUR SMART BUT THEY ARE NEAR YOU WITH THIS FACE (^_^)
CAN YOU SEE ANY EVIL WITH THIS FACE (^_^) i don't think so hahahahahahahaha and no i'm not THAT kind *wink*
WHAT A HEADACHE FUCK !!!
OKAY! even though you have to follow your heart.
but you're scared that following your heart might be wrong so you will not regret.
all you can do it's liying yourself constantly and being lost and confuse.
you keep asking that everything will be okay by pretending the fact that you can't undo.
sometimes it's true to moving on but the pitch black will stay there deep inside you and you know it well.
seeing other people makes you feel how lucky they are but actually they also suffer. (thats how i feel !!! -_-;)
Which is that, some peoples are sometimes cruel by hurting others to make them feel better.
No matter what, in friendship, in love and also in the family. that kind of people will escape with there lies, (like yeah right)
they love what they doing not knowing themselves cause there born with this shiet (we can call it like that) and used to it.
destroying others by manipulating them like a puppet, and get advantage of weak ones. They will not going far
cause one day for sure it must stop, it's going to be really painful cause they will lose everything not small thing
but big time SHIT. So if we think about it, pain equals to the pain you were giving to other people
YOU PAY THE PRICE!!! what goes around will surprise you. YOU ain't going far if you think changing yourself to a cute creature (pffff)
it's going to be useless cause your DONE! I know it's RAW what am i saying but no one is perfect.
Now that you read this. ARE you feeling real pissed off or SHIET MAN!! or
(Ô_o)??? fuck!!! what da hell she's talking 'bout??? she's crazy!!! (hey! don't lie... don't act like you don't know)
Woot! woot! i mean guyz c'mon in general i'm not pointing the fingers on who or anyone
i'm just telling my point of view like... see that? I CAN'T EXPLAIN myself. NOW it make me feel REALLY good (sigh!)
oh yeah! by the way for the people who is ignoring themself of this ugly attitude well
good luck man cuz like i say you'll not going so far ^_^ (with a cute smile)
i'm a type of person who always forgiVe no matter what even though they hurt me real BAD but i should Know myself better (yup yup)
and yeah i'm dumb so what it make me feel special. (it's a lie again lolz)
And my PARENTS, shiiiiiiettttt! i feel soooooo LOW cause they're always right. I mean, i cause so much pain on them and even make them cry
i feel really BAD but i cannot say sorry because sorry it's not sincere for them (for my daddy only) like he said
Daddy: don't say thank you or neither sorry... someday you will continue ... (awwww!)
my price? it's when i'll have kids i will understand them. (oh! my karma)
But they are my number one and they'll be always in my heart forever and ever and ever...
my oh my hahaha like what i'm saying im so weak i can't show myself angry not anymore.
Cause i change and i'm way too sweet (thats why they call me miss peachie lolz)
sigh! guyz, just don't forget one thing. Doing something wrong it's okay learning by your mistakes, its not the end but for the people who know themselves
well shit you're good cuz i'm not there yet. I mean i'm half hahahaha sometimes i wish to be strong like that ----> YOU SHUT DA FUCK UP!!!
(lalalalala im dreaming again) but anyway im good to go ^_^
P.s BEWARE OF EVIL PEOPLE IT MIGHT BE DANGEROUS YOU THINK YOUR SMART BUT THEY ARE NEAR YOU WITH THIS FACE (^_^)
CAN YOU SEE ANY EVIL WITH THIS FACE (^_^) i don't think so hahahahahahahaha and no i'm not THAT kind *wink*
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